They
walked unhurried through the woods in silence, the nameless man at
the centre and the quarrelsome security guards at either side. The
faces of Eddie and Giacomo were fixed on the path ahead, while that
of the nameless man swivelled this way and that, as though his eyes,
like darting, skittish squirrels, were eager to consume every morsel
of the woodland scene. The peculiarly archetypal quality of his
memories reached a new pitch of intensity, and walking through the
rooted, restive languor of the trees, it was though he remembered all
silence, all peace, every sustained mystic caesura in the ordeal of
life's intensity, every loll between every crashing tide, every
moment where the child's apprehension of a bounteous, enchanted world
returned unbidden and eerie, a flash of memory that stirs a thousand
scintillations in a darkened pool.
There
is an old book you saw when you were a child,
he thought, that told
the story of your life.
The book is about two
orphans, a boy and girl, who flee the witch's cave where they have
been imprisoned, and embark on a journey on the Long and Winding
Road. Along the Road, the boy and girl have many adventures,
encountering strange characters like the Peacock of Plenty and the
Sneaky Serpent. The Peacock tells them that if they follow the Road
to it's termination, they will find a place called the Pasture of
Plenty; there boys and girls lay down their heads in peace, and dream
enchanted dreams. (The Serpent whispers sibilantly that the Pasture
is nothing but a garden of stones.) Before they reach the Pasture,
the witch catches up with the boy and girl, and puts them under an
enchantment which separates them. The spell also causes them to
forget forever their adventures on the Long and Winding Road, and
their quest for the Pasture of Plenty. So when the boy and girl grow
to adulthood, they meet by chance, and the girl remembers but the boy
does not. And once more, now in old age, they meet again, and this
time the boy remembers but the girl does not.....
As
they drew nearer to Central Command, the great solitude of the wood
slowly yielded its intimations of timeless quietude back to the
frenetic activity of Intermundia Airport. Eddie nudged him, and
pointed to their left: some distance away, another New Arrival was
emerging out of a man-hole, accompanied by security guards. The
further they went, the more this scene was repeated all around them.
Once again, it was an exact facsimile of his own prior experience:
the New Arrivals emerged from the darkness of the shaft and looked
with awe at the scene around them, while the grinning security guards
wiped their gleaming brows after the arduous climb. In Intermundia,
it was as though a single sequence of events were infinitely
repeated, and arranged spatially so that it kept encountering itself
at different junctures of the sequence.
The sun had fallen now in the
sky, giving the trees and the people emerging from the underground a
luminescence and vividness of presence that made the whole scene feel
realer than reality, like a super-imposition of dreaming and
wakefulness that annulled and transcended both states, a perceptual
clarity out of time and equidistant to life and death. New Arrivals
and guards approached them, on route back from Central Command. The
guards smiled and nodded casually to Eddie and Giacomo; the New
Arrivals, haunted by whatever they had learned from their case
officers, avoided eye contact.
The woodland began to thin out
into clearings, and they entered the world of the technocrats. He
noticed their houses first, built seamlessly into the rolling terrain
of the wood. In this context, they were peculiarly spartan and
geometrical. Square and rectangular walls of glass in shells of
rough concrete, they revealed the whole of their multi-level domestic
spaces to passers by, making them more like art installations than
homes. The interior of the houses had refined the contrivances of
living to an abstract functionality which nevertheless betrayed a
kind of alien sensibility, as though the proportions and precise
angles of their cold, grey furnishings were designed to appeal to a
sensibility only tangentially related to that of the human. Their
aesthetic adornments were peculiar and unsettling: the living room of
one featured a large flat screen television, on which a fire blazed
silently. Faces appeared intermittently in the fire, their
expressions wide-eyed and apprehensive.
Most of the technocrats were at
work, and in their absence maids and butlers were busy maintaining
the homes in a kind of pristine order that gave them their air of
idealized and abstracted sculpture. Here and there, however, he saw
technocrats relaxing in their homes. Seated in white robes, their
features as flawless and blank as the furnishings, they too seemed to
have abstracted their existence into an idealized absence, so were
they lost in a kind of mineral contemplation, like a species of
middle-management mystic. In one house, however, a male technocrat
was having intercourse with his maid. The maid, a pale, slender
brunette, stood with her hands pinned against the glass while the
technocrat thrust against her from behind in staccato bursts. The
girl's eyes were wide and her cheeks ruddy and flushed, but the
expression of the technocrat remained distant and disengaged, as
though contemplating a mathematical problem. Regarding the scene as
he passed, Eddie reddened and giggled like a school boy. Giacomo
looked away with a sullen expression.
Having passed through the
residential section of the wood, they now entered a commercial
district where the technocrats gathered in groups and took their
lunches. The walls of the luncheon booths were cunningly embroidered
with moss and hanging verdure, giving them the appearance of sylvan
bowers from some quaint woodland romance. The waiters belonged to
the same plebeian class as the security guards and servants. They
served coffees whose rich aromas were infused with subtle,
unaccountable spices, and mouth-watering, glazed savouries in vivid,
variegated hues that ranged from fleshy, strawberry reds to cerulean
and ultramarine blues. Seating had been arranged for the technocrats
on the branches of nearby trees. With leaden trays balanced adroitly
in their free hands, the waiters climbed up thick ropes which had
been woven into the trunk of the trees, passing the beverages and
delicacies across to the technocrats seated placidly on the boughs.
Removed from their homes, where
they had exhibited a peculiar, almost comatose languor, the
technocrats were now more animated in the company of their
colleagues. They spoke contently to one another, and the mingling of
their sonorous, melodic voices was like a chorus of birds heralding
the dawn in a bureaucratic effusion of measured joy. Despite their
greater ease, all the technocrats wore that distant, inscrutable
smile which he had noted on their colleagues back on the train. They
instilled in him an intense mixture of emotions: an attraction
towards their flawless and unattainable beauty, and a visceral
resentment of their innate, impervious sense of superiority. The
beauty and physical grace of each technocrat seemed more luminous and
ravishing to the eye than the last, and yet there was something
galling and even repulsive about the way in which they barely seemed
to register the steady traffic of waiters, guards and New Arrivals
that moved about them in a steady stream. It was as though every
other class of human were like a species of semi-domesticated
wild-life, which familiarity and a lack of perceived threat had long
inured them to.
When they had finished their
lunches, some of the technocrats wandered over to a nearby newsagent
to acquaint themselves with the latest stories. This, however, was a
most unusual purveyor of current events. It appeared that the
technocrats were too important a class to lower themselves to peruse
mere ink and paper documents, and thus a group of about thirty
journalists were dispatched to perform the “news” live. Hammocks
had been hoisted between bushes and trees, and the recumbent,
semi-conscious journalists whispered the contents of their errant,
ranging imaginations, while a species of stenographer, patient and
resilient of limb, held microphones to their mouths so that the
technocrats didn't have to crane their necks to hear the latest
events. It was a strange thing to witness as they passed: the deep,
low voices of the journalists, collating in a random yet seemingly
significant manner the ineffable images and inchoate or
untranslatable yearnings of their chasm-separated dream-worlds, while
the technocrats, for once divested of their sly grins, exchanged
grave, meaningful looks, as though the hushed mental somnambulisms
issuing through the microphones did indeed portend to public events
that would soon subsume the world.
After this disquieting scene,
they entered a more densely wooded area, and began to climb a
steepening slope. Almost imperceptibly, they had become a huge,
silent throng, he and the other New Arrivals, with their accompanying
security guards. He had a presentiment, almost like a specific
memory for the first time, that they had reached the last leg of
their journey. The sun had fallen behind them now, and the darkening
woodland slope was divested of all its crisp, spring enchantment. In
its insinuating shadow and abrupt chill, it had become wintry, poised
and watchful, a nature not of sporting young, but of looming,
predatory threat. The New Arrivals exchanged brief, intense glances
to one another, expressions of composed kinship in an agony of
uncertainty. He felt as though there was a sound, a low guttural
chanting, that rose steadily as they neared Central Command. Then
they reached the summit of the cliff, and its immense, sombre
structure lay before them.
Central Command was composed of
a dizzying array of concrete blocks, slate grey in colour but mottled
here and there with sickly blotches of black and rusty copper brown.
Cyclopean in scale, the blocks all took rigidly geometric forms, but
were arranged in such a dizzyingly asymmetrical jumble as to give
the whole structure the appearance of a constantly morphing,
improvisatory puzzle, whose every new permutation only made its
ultimate solution ever more intractable. A paradoxical kind of
stability was attained only by falling water that came down in
streams from various points at the apex of the building, mingling
together in a concrete moat that surrounded the base. Central
Command instilled a feeling of awe and almost cosmic disquiet in the
nameless man for two reasons. The first lay in its immemorial air.
Though clearly a product of abstract mathematical reasoning, it felt
in some irrational but undeniable sense to predate all the
surrounding landscape. It was older than the trees, older than the
soil and the grass. It was as though the woodland had been
fashioned upon its stark primordial base, a riotous plunge into the
freedom or decadence of the organic and sentient. It was a uniquely
frightening presentiment, he thought, to discover the hidden seat of
an antediluvian bureaucracy.
The
second reason for his unease was the conviction that he had been
here, and felt all these precise intimations, before. Having finally
grown accustomed to his amnesiac condition, to the distant and
impersonal nature of his memories, to suddenly encounter a
recollection of something specific to his own prior experience was as
uncanny and disorientating as the most profound déjà
vu met by a normal constitution.
As they drew down the hill, into the looming shadow of Central
Command, he felt like a twig swept along in a stream, like a hapless
dreamer unable to stir his distant, rigid body to motion. The vast,
ageless building worked itself with renewed violence on his mental
state. The inhuman chanting increased in its volume and duration; he
felt as though it were a vibration emitted by the particular
structure of the building, to which his nervous system operated as a
tuning fork. He became nauseous and feint as they drew nearer, the
sound conjuring to his imagination a vast being, ponderous, inimical
and unmoored from all the frailties and compassion of time and space.
Finally, they reached the moat's narrow bridge, and he found the
clamour and sickness instantly annulled by contemplating the steady
serenity of the stream. He leaned over the edge of the bridge,
allowing his fraught nerves to merge with the unhurried whisper of
the water.
After he had been thus collecting himself for some time, Eddie
nudged him gently, and they continued across the bridge. The central
facade of Command was a large rectangular pane of tinted glass,
through which the hillside and surrounding woodland were reflected.
At the base of the pane there were four evenly spaced revolving
doors. People streamed into the building through the two doors to
the left, and back out through those at the right. As they neared
their point of entry, he noted the expressions of the New Arrivals as
they exited Central Command. Most were befuddled, nonplussed,
haunted; some exhibited a kind of mordant fatalism, as though they
had just been initiated into the punchline of an infinite cosmic
farce. One chubby, sunburnt Caucasian, bearing all the appearances
of an intoxicated tourist, emerged from the revolving door
swivel-headed and goggle-eyed, laughing hysterically. Eddie and
Giacomo then ushered the nameless man into the turning wing of the
door, and they went within.
In a sharp contrast to its austere and bureaucratic exterior, he
found himself in a vast, high-ceilinged vestibule which was far more
redolent of an antique mosque or temple. The walls were divided
along their full length by horseshoe arches, the floors and walls
decorated with a series of intricately beautiful mosaics. These
mosaic patterns, like the equations of some ecstatic physicist, felt
as though they embodied the ultimate abstract simplicity underlying
all the world's variegated appearances. The colours of the lower
sections were airy blues and yellows, gradually deepening to
otherworldly twilight hues as the structure ascended to a domed
ceiling, whose prismatic, honeycombed pattern resembled the visionary
transports of the opium or hashish eater at the apex of his debauch.
Though the vestibule itself embodied an atmosphere of pious
tranquillity, the scene within was an unstinting babble and bustle of
bodies going this direction and that. Those who had presently
arrived formed queues at a series of arched alcoves on the wall
adjacent to the entrance. The security guards were then greeted by
technocratic secretaries seated at their desks in the alcoves. The
secretaries administered tickets to them, and the guards escorted
their Arrivals to specific alcoves along the left wall, wherein they
disappeared through little doors and stairwells. This continuous
traffic of people going into the alcoves progressed on the left side
of the vestibule, whilst on the right the same volume were emerging
from beneath the arches and making their way towards the exit doors.
Betwixt all this ceaseless motion, a large pool of water lay serene
and motionless, reflecting the prismatic honeycomb of the ceiling.
When they arrived at the desk, Eddie rooted around in his pockets,
finally producing, after much scowling from Giacomo, a perfect golden
orb which was about the size of a marble. The sight of the golden
ball produced in the nameless man a sharp start, like an electrical
shock. Eddie passed the golden orb to a secretary who promptly
deposited it on a small weighing scale which stood atop a narrow,
green-tinted ticket machine. The orb made a delicate chiming sound
as it struck the pan, and the scale tilted very slightly. A ticket
issued instantly from the machine, which the secretary passed to
Eddie. An attendant took the orb from the pan and disappeared down a
stairwell to the rear of the alcove. Eddie looked at the ticket and
grinned.
'You've got Renton', he said, 'he's a wonderful case officer, a very
conscientious man.'
They made their way to the left wall, and crouched into a tiny
alcove. Within the alcove, there was a smaller arch, obscured by a
curtain. To the right of the curtain, a slender, feeble-looking old
man with taut, dessicated brown skin sat in attendance. The old man
smoked a cigarette and gazed listlessly at a cruciform board game
arranged on a mat at his feet. Eddie handed him the ticket, and the
old man placed it in his mouth, swirling it around his toothless jaws
as though apprehensive of swallowing. Finally, the ticket passed
down his gullet with a clicking sound, and he stood up and lifted the
curtain for them, revealing the entrance to a spiral staircase.
'Show us your tongue, Jobim,' Giacomo said with a cruel grin as they
passed through. The old man opened his mouth, and a pitch black
tongue protruded from it. He leered at the nameless man with the
callow spitefulness of a school girl. His face then re-composed
itself, and he resumed his seat, cigarette and board game with a kind
of mournful dignity. 'Jobim's diet is just the ticket!' Eddie said,
causing the two guards to explode with laughter as the curtain fell
back behind them.
As they began their descent of the staircase, the nameless man noted
that the walls were decorated with posters. In contrast to the
abstract and often inscrutable images and slogans that adorned the
terminal, these posters were more straight-forward and consistent in
their message. Each one showed New Arrivals consulting with their
case officers. The officers were invariably depicted as kindly,
capable figures, and the whole scene suggested a reassuring visit to
the village GP. The Arrivals, he divined from the posters, were
grappling with a personal state of affairs referred to as their
“Interim.” YOUR CASE OFFICERS ARE HERE, announced one, TO
HELP YOU MAKE THE MOST OF YOUR INTERIM!
YOUR INTERIM SHOULD BE A RELAXING TIME, said another, LET
YOUR CASE OFFICER PUT YOUR MIND AT EASE!
Others had a slightly more insistent tone: CO-OPERATE WITH
YOUR CASE OFFICER, AND YOU'LL BE ON YOUR WAY IN NO TIME!
THE INTERIM IS SHORT – DON'T WASTE YOUR CASE OFFICER'S TIME –
OR YOUR OWN!
At every circuit of the staircase, they passed another curtained
entrance where more guards were emerging with their charges. He
paused, leaning over the bannister to look down. The staircase wound
its way in layers down to a darkened central point, and evenly spaced
groups moved down the spiral like the hands of a fractured clock.
'Do we have far to go to get to Renton?' he asked.
'It's a ways yet,' Eddie said with a kindly expression. They
continued their descent.
At the bottom, they passed swifty through a circular chamber, and
entered a vast cavern which they traversed along an elevated
footbridge. The first thing that captured the nameless man's
attention in the cavern was an eerie and ambient wash of sounds. The
predominant texture was a thrilling, melodious rush of tones, a
steady rise and fall of glissandos, as though from a great forest of
chime trees, glockenspiel and timpani. He became lost in that sound
for a time; it stirred in him a sequence of intense, contrary
emotions which were so absorbing that he first forgot where he was,
and after that each proceeding emotional totality which the sequence
moved through. He felt, by turns, the deep placidity of a warm,
drowsy infant, the ravenous, instinctive appetite of a beast, the
intellectual transports of a scholar and the wordless ecstasies of a
sage, the loneliness of old age and abandonment, the omniscience of a
god and the blank, mindless patience of a spider, and on and on,
until he came to again. Now he noted that the chiming sounds were
underscored by hissing, crackling waves of electromagnetic static.
This background white noise was punctuated by fragments of old big
band music: ballads, waltzes and foxtrots that must once had
accompanied great swellings of the heart and the loins, and great
sinkings of the soul into jealous rancour and self-pity, and great
forgettings of all things but single moments cleaved out of time's
passage and life's care, moments in the bloom of youth that might be
recalled later in the ineluctable return of time's passage and life's
care, steady and stately itself as a dance; but now the music
recalled only a general idea of memory and the past; like old skin,
shed, anonymous and unwanted, it faded in and out, dust stirred and
dispersed in the poised, unremembering air.
'Where are those sounds coming from?' he asked Eddie.
'This is where the traffic controllers work', Eddie replied giddily,
'have a look for yourself.' The nameless man leaned over the
railings and looked down. It was a significant drop, and the lateral
extent of the cavern was difficult to fathom. The scene below was
the most staggering example he had yet encountered of Intermundia's
perpetual industriousness. The offices of the traffic controllers
formed a vast geometric maze, broken into cubes and traversed by
pathways. There was about twenty four individual cubical desks in
each cube. A plinth was raised at the four corners of every cube,
and on each plinth stood a large weighting scale, decorated with
heraldic symbols. Controllers worked at their desks and walked to
and fro along the pathways with poised, stringent expressions and
motions.
Every controller had at their desks an antiquated television and
radio set. Each row of desks had a wax cylinder phonograph, and the
mournful fragments of ballroom music issued periodically from those
machines. The controllers monitored the flickering, jittery
monochrome images on the television screens, occasionally adjusting
the tuning and volume. At intervals, the images on the screens faded
into static, then blackness, and finally a crystal clear image of a
face, frozen and vulnerable, emerged. The controller regarded the
solemn, anxious face on the screen for a moment, before switching off
the set. Next, they reached over to a bureau drawer behind the set,
and extracted a little golden orb, identical to the one Eddie had
presented to the secretary. The controller rose and deposited the
golden orb in the pan of one or other of the scales, before resuming
their desk and commencing to study a fresh series of transmissions on
the television.
At other times, responding to a particularly harsh burst of static
from the radios, the controller went to the scales to retrieve an
orb from the pan, which they then returned to its drawer in the
bureau. This activity went on at such a dizzying pace that at all
times, and at every individual balance, there was always one orb
being deposited and another extracted, such that a kind of
equilibrium was maintained in both the volume of orbs and the angle
of the lever; and the nameless man noted with a deep start that the
chiming, melodious sound which had so ravished and befuddled his
senses derived solely from the constant activity and slight
perturbation of the weighting scales, which most have been almost
innumerable, and the meticulously choreographed motions of the
controllers who maintained them. Just as the constant sound of the
orbs striking the scales created a kind of music, so the movements of
the controllers through the maze of their cubicles suggested the
unconscious geometries of ant and honey bee colonies.
The nameless man turned to Eddie and Giacomo.
'What is this place?' he asked.
Eddie looked slightly abashed. 'Central Command is where they
control all the traffic going in and out of Intermundia Airport. But
I don't really know what it's about, or how it works. Wherever I get
somebody to explain it, my brain goes soft, and start to remember old
nursery rhymes my mother used to sing to me.' Having thus spoken,
his eyes became vacant and dazed, and he turned away. 'They don't
pay us enough to care,' Giacomo added, and they continued along the
footbridge.
The rest of the journey to Renton's office was uneventful. After
exiting the cavern, they climbed another stairwell, and emerged onto
a large, open-air concourse which resembled a pedestrianized city
street. The central walkway was lined by trees and broken up by a
succession of fountains. At either side, the offices of the case
officers were stacked one atop the other in imposing blocks of
concrete, with stairwells positioned at the side of each block to
provide access from the street. New Arrivals were ascending and
descending the stairwells, but the windows of the offices were
shuttered, with only vague silhouetted motions to suggest the
activity within. Above the mottled concrete walls, airplanes swam in
dizzying multitude across a narrow strip of darkening sky like
drunken constellations.
Down below, the cool night air and soft, persistent rushing sound of
the fountains engendered a peculiar air of languor and gaiety.
Bistros and bars operated from the ground level of the office blocks,
and the nameless man studied the patrons seated at their terraces as
they passed. They were Arrivals, he thought, but certainly not new
to Intermundia. All the characteristic terror and disorientation was
absent from their bearing, and they appeared instead as creatures of
an almost mystical sloth and detachment. A species of jaded flaneur
to this strange, busy world, they sat like infants swaddled in the
sleepy warmth of an unimaginable surfeit of time, unhurriedly raising
soup spoons or cigarettes to carelessly open mouths as they watched
the traffic of the street flow by. Groups of security guards,
temporarily divested of their charges, gathered around the fountains
to drink glasses of beer and engage in boisterous tomfoolery. The
fountains themselves stirred in the nameless man another swoon of
recollection, a sense not quite of memory but something that would be
repeated endlessly: a vow, a loss, a forgetting, and a quest.
When he came to again, Eddie and Giacomo had stopped in their
tracks, and both regarded him with an almost paternal expression of
sorrow. 'Well, here we are,' Giacomo said softly, and he pointed to
an office block. 'The fifth floor,' Eddie added, patting his
shoulders, 'we'll be over there at the fountain when you get out.'
The security guards gave him a final look of encouragement, and then
they trotted off in the direction of a bar. He was alone for the
first time since they had accosted him back in the terminal.
His was unable to move at first, so he closed his eyes and listened
to the sounds: the waters gathering and swirling around their basins,
the raucous laugher of the guards, footfalls going back and forth,
the engines of the planes high above in the night sky. He tried to
remember what his face looked like. When nothing came, he felt a
surge of courage, detachment and pristine immediacy. He made his way
to the stairwell, and climbed to the fifth floor. Nobody met him on
the way down. Renton stood at his office door awaiting the nameless
man. He was a tall, slender man in his middle years, with the
appearance of an educated and humane British civil servant. He wore
a dark navy two-piece suit and thick horn-rimmed reading glasses.
His hair, receding slightly at the temples, was straight, longish,
silver grey and combed back in an elegant manner. His features were
handsome and tinged with an urbane, ironical humour. He took the
nameless man's hand and shook it vigorously.
'It's very good to see you again,' he said.
'We've met before?'
The ironic mirth of Renton's smile deepened.
'Oh yes, many, many times.'
Continued shortly. (Artwork by George Tooker and Remedios Varo).
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